#348251 - Well here it is the final part of the story, I would like to apologise to the people who have found this too long winded and complicated by too many characters but when I started I never imagined it would get so drawn out, however I was trying to convey how fucked up my marriage had become in such a short period of time and to this end things got drawn out in the earlier parts, I will try to put the story to bed as quickly as I can. I had taken my laptop to the states and on it I had photographs of Amanda and I in happier times, some nights my heart would feel heavy at the loss, but I never let it show in my few emails to Amanda, I had been in the states about 5 months when I received a email from Susan saying how worried she was about Amanda it seemed she had lost a lot of weight and was in trouble keeping on top of her job so much so that she had been forced to take some leave to sort herself out.